MELLOWSMum, four years today. I remember every minute of every hour on this very, very sad day and only hope that you felt me there holding you as you slowly slipped away. It seems like a lifetime since I last saw you, laughed with you and cuddled you, yet memories are so vivid and emotional feelings too. If only you were here to make things different now, to stop these lonely feeling because only you would know how. I've got my own little family that keep me strong every day, but nothing will bring back what we used to have in our own united way. I wonder why things turn out the way they do and will never understand why I feel punished too. You'd be proud of Joshua and Jade, they remember and miss you, as do Chris and I. We'll all meet up again some day and have the biggest family party up in the sky. Love forever.Your daughter Louise and family.
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