The obituary notice of Sandra Ann BRUMWELL

THEY SAY HEAVEN IS BEAUTIFUL

God.. please take care of my mum in the most beautiful place by your side...

Hold her with your endless love , just as she once held me ...

Please tell her how deeply I love her and how much I miss here - not a single day passes without her in my heart ...

There are still many times I wish I could tell her, and so many times hugs I wish I could give her, if only I had the chance to do so ...

If my mum can hear me , please let her know I'm trying to be strong until the days we meet again , I will carry my love and my treasured memories of her in my heart for ever ...



I miss her so much

MY ANGEL

Hello again my darling, time again to send you all my love, there are precious moments in life like the day you were born, the day you start school, your first day at work, and then the moment you meet you first love and only true love of your life.

Then the moment you say " I DO " and you get to go on the most fantastic journey of your life, with the one you love with all you heart, by your side and that moment darling is never ending.

You share a life, and a love that is never ending, one that will keep you together and that my darling was my life with you, to love you, keep you safe and make everything around you beautiful and full off happiness, so the beautiful smile and the laughter would be there everyday for you.

I know, I must never let that change, you was and always be my greatest treasure, my greatest love and my darling wife forever, when you both dream together darling everything gets stronger for both of you.

You grow together , you love together and the world becomes yours. So I will sit and wait until the day I can look upon your beautiful face again and tell you I love you and then I will I am home again and my broken heart will start to repair itself because I'm with you.

I will say goodnight my darling, take care and be safe, and I love you to stars and back.


My Love Forever

KEN

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TO THE ONE I LOVE

One final wish - When the day comes for me, please unite my ashes with my darling wife.

Do not let us leaving this world separate what we have fought for our entire lives to be together.

To the world, it might be ashes, but to me, it holds every memory, laugh, embrace, and a love that will never die, my soul could never rest without you and we will finally become one again.

Do not separate us, at the end of my journey, I only ask for one thing - place me right beside the love of my life, my beautiful darling wife Sandra - my love her will never stop on this journey.

For my loved ones - don't look at those ashes as something that is final, look inside as you will see a journey of two people, two hearts that once fought to be together, holding and strengthening each on their forever journey.

When our ashes join, it wont be grief it will be the end of our search for each other - we will be together again, side by side once again and our search will be over.

We will have finally arrived at our true home, a place where its just me and you, with no more tears, no more heartache, and no more missing the one you love so much there will be no more loss and nothing more to fear - only two hearts together - forever.

My love for you will last for an eternity

KEN

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THEY SAY TIMES HEALS

They say that times heals ....

But they don't see the battles no one talks about ....

Every sunrise reminds me that you're not here and my heart breaks again ....

Every quiet moment echoes your name and my heart feel the pain everyday ...

Every smile I force hides a heart that still breaks for you ...

Losing you wasn't something I survived once ...

Its something I survived I survive every single day ...

Grief isnt just missing you , it loving you and knowing that you can never come home ...

No matter how much time passes, a part of my heart will always be waiting for you...

Love you ....

Miss you ...

MY DARLING WIFE

Hello my darling, another week is over, and life is still much the same.

But what will never change darling is my love for you, and how to this day, how much I so miss you.

I miss everything darling, talking to you, holding you and doing anything I could to make your life perfect.

They say wherever you keep your treasure your heart will be there and you my darling wife was my treasure, so you have my heart and anything else that will make your life happy.

The Angels will take care of you for me, I will always love you darling, being without you is so hard, and never for one moment will the pain let me forget what I have lost and what you dream about.

I loved you my darling for who you was, so beautiful, so caring, so kind and such a wonderful wife and mother and my best friend.

How could I not love you so much my darling, I will still carry on writing for my miracle to happen, but until it does I will carry on loving you in everyway.

I miss you more than words can say, good night my darling and be safe and take care for me, and my love will always be near you.

ALL MY LOVE - MY DARLING WIFE

KEN

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SAYING GOODBYE IS THE HARDEST GOODBYE

Nothing prepares you for the moment when you have to say goodbye to your mum, as you watch someone you love fade away.

I held your hand, while silently begging god for just a little more time, but my prayers wasn't answered that day.

I smile so people don't see my fear, even as my heart is breaking with every passing moment.

I pray for a miracle, but deep inside I know love cannot stop time , and from that day my world as never been the same.

The pain of losing you and not seeing you everyday never leaves me, but also the love I have for you never fades away , because when you lose your mum it doesn't end with goodbye, it ends with I see you again one day.

My love for you lives on in my memories, my prayers and in my heart.

Take care my beautiful Angel, love and miss you everyday.

love Tracy

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MY DEAREST DARLING

Hello again my darling wife, as ever another week as passed, and I wanted to let you know that I'm taking care of your roses, the more I tend to them, the more my heart breaks a little more and the tears flow.
If anybody said to me darling I would still feel so proud as each tear drop was my way of saying I miss you so much, so where ever you are my angel, my love will always be with you forever.

You touched my heart darling, you made me feel alive and whatever life put in our way, we shared it together and my love for you got stronger , my life is yours darling for whatever you want of me.

I cant let go darling I carry a photo of you in my mind my sweetheart and when I stop and look around I feel as if you are guiding my eyes and helping me see the wonder and beauty we shared each day and my heart comes alive and for a few moments you are their by my side, and holding my hand.

My darling wife, I will say goodnight now, close my eyes and dream of you and my heart will fill with love for you and for just a short time maybe the pain will ease , I don't know but whatever happens darling, my love for you is eternal, today, tomorrow and forever.

God bless my darling, take care and be safe, and I love you so much.

love you

KEN

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MY DARLING WIFE

Hello my darling, more time has past but for me I still feel the same way which darling is I still love you so very much and I miss you everyday.

In a couple of months darling we have been married for sixty wonderful beautiful years.

The year England won the world cup - it was a magical year for everyone, but most of all I got to marry you and that my darling was the greatest day that year.

I have loved you everyday, every moment and every minute that we spent together nobody could ask for a more wonderful wife, mother, home maker than you darling.

You kept us all together with your love, with you I had the one great love of my life, I adored you, I worshipped you, you kept my heart beating and now you are a Angel darling.

I want my heart to feel like that again, not broken as it is now, you live in a world where everything around you is normal in every way, but you are stood still in the middle , looking out, reaching out, crying for the impossible dream for life to be as it was, full of love for the one you loved beyond words, but your heart tells you thew dream will come true one day.

Then you will be back in my arms of the one you love. so for now my darling, good bless and take care and be safe, and I will carry on dreaming of you my most beautiful darling wife.

I will love you forever and

KEN

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