Birthday Memoriam for Carl Stephen ADDISON

Its been a while dad. I dont even know what to say on this thing anymore. Im 32 now only 6 years younger than you were when you passed away which honestly blows my mind, you were too young to leave this world dad. I hope where ever your soul is that youre finally at peace and no longer haunted by the demons that got to you in life. You deserved better growing up and im sorry you endured the suffering you did 😔

Hi there dad how r U doing up there I'm okay I'm struggling a bit but I'm okay I can't believe U have been gone for so long I hate where I'm living I hate it so much but I suppose it's better than the streets I was on the streets for 4 months last year I went to prison it was awful 😭 I hated it so much but I live in Northampton now have done since January I just wish U was still here u was an amazing dad when U was sober and off the drugs and on Ur meds anyways I'm off now will write again soon love U always xxxxxx

Hey dad how are you doing. Wishing you the best, at first I was angry that you weren't in my life. But I forgive you and I no longer hold any anger towards you. I had a son named Mason. You would've loved him. He is nearly 2. I'm 24 now. And I wish you could've been here to meet Mason.

Still regret not having the chance to meet you. Haven’t stopped trying to find out more about you and your side of the family.

Hey dad how are you doing up in heaven it's been such a hard time since you left us and grew your wings I miss you more than you or anyone will ever know. I can't get out of my head the last words I said to you and I just want you to know that I love you I don't hate you I was just angry love you dad xxxxx