The obituary notice of Pauline Anne ACKERS

A whole year without you Mum... a year I never thought I would ever get through, a year that seems like only yesterday you left me. Its been tough and at times I really dont know how I've done it. Time moves on but the hurt and pain is still so raw. I've never felt pain like I did that day you left me and dont think I ever will again.

We done a little memorial for you last Sunday a year to the day you left us all. The kids wrote message on balloons for you and so did we, we watched as they floated up to heaven for you knowing your up there with your brandy in one hand and a ciggy in the other.

Me Toni and Nicole got our matching tattoos in memory of you and we used your handwriting in them so you will be forever in our hearts.

Dad misses you like mad but hes plodding on and were all looking after him. God did you need a medal living with him ha ha, he has had us up the wall but we do it for you.

I cant believe its been a year.... a year since I've heard your voice, saw your smile, or run the chippy for you ha, I would give anything for just one more day with you.

I hope your at rest and free from pain now mum and happy to be back with your Mum, Dad and sister Angela, dancing up there with a ciggy and a brandy.

I love and miss you so much Mum, more than you will ever no. keep me safe and watch over me but show me a sign your here. Till we meet again.... your little blue eye Angie xxx

Missed getting a birthday card off you yesterday Mum.. What i would do to get a little text with you wishing me a happy Birthday. cant believe its been a year nearly since i saw your little face or you rung me up so i could go the chippy for your spring rolls. They say times a healer but its not true... There is not a day goes by that i dont talk about you and think of you. I will love you for forever and a day Mum. Hope your having a ball up there with your ciggy in one hand and your brandy in another.

Keep Watching over me Mum... Till we meet again.... your little blue eye Angie xxx

Happy Heavenly Mothers Day Mum 💔😇💜 Miss you so much 💔 xxx

Oh Mum. 🥰 Missed you so much today 🥲. First Mothers Day without you 💔. Mothers Day will never feel the same without you here 🥲. I can just hear you saying “ you better not of got me flowers” 🤣. I hope you got me brandy 🥃. Well I hope your having plenty of brandies up in the sky my Angel 😇. I just wish you were still here so I could give you the biggest hug and never let you go 😔. I miss you so so much the pain just wont go away. I really didnt no how a broken heart can hurt so much 💔. Send me little signs Mum so I know your watching over me 🤞. Love and miss you forever and a day my little Mum.
Your little blue eye 💜 Angie xxx 💜💜💜

Happy birthday 🥳 mum miss ye loads and our sneaky phone calls still can't believe you are not here and how fast it has gone since that sad day,Bobbi miss hearing you on the phone as well ,sleep tight mum and be good up there ,till we meet again love you always , Michael ,bobbi